Secret

Daddy called me early in the morning and he said: Hey you, faster go prepare and go out earlier, it's very jam here, got road block! Don't be late!

Waking up at 7:30am, 8am or 8:20am makes no difference to me... I'll still use the time to the fullest... and possibly end up rushing for no reason! ya, my daddy were right, there was a massive jam at Sungai Ramal, just that part though... it's enough to make me late, you can imagine what time I left my house...

oh my, my biggest weakness, or should have said it's my bad habbit, very bad indeed, is that I will always be late, for class, appointment, lunch or whatever... ya, I know noone likes people who has no time concept. I have been taught about the importance of punctuality since I entered kindergarden/ primary school, even until now my daddy will still giving lecture on the matter of my time management, very often. I hated myself for being late, at least don't too often. Why am I like this? Ok, I will change, I promise!! I swear!

okok, put aside my bad habbit for a while... let's talk about other things. *smile* I went Red Box Plus in Pavilion yesterday with some of my colleagues. No, we weren't there to sing.

Ya, we went there for Yoga's media conference as he just released an album called Mystery. For people who don't know who he is, Yoga was the winner of the "One Million Star"- season 1 in Taiwan.

We're there to interview him for some questions. Ok, ah san, Ima show you some photos here. *hugs*

Phoebe the host, she slimmed alot man~ I also wanna be slimmed. *sweat*


Yam sing~!

He's acting cute, I suppose.

Well, I would have to say, he is just a kid...oh no, a teenager. By the way, he's just 20 year-old, give him some times to grow up. wtf


Neway, I happened to sit at the 1st row as we reached there earlier, that's mean I sit very very near to him, considered. What I can say is, I like him more when he's singing.... hahaha. ok, Ah san, if you wanna see more photos, tell me, I'll send it to you.


As usual, I'm there as a tiny little assistant, again, take some photos and pack stuff, with or without me makes no difference... shit, I have became more and more inferior these days... I myself doubt of my value of existence in this office, and I'll easily drop into the black black hole inside me, depression and disappointment overwhelmed me early in the morning, middle in the afternoon and late in the night... I'm not being exaggerate, I'm just PMS. wtf Frankly, I felt like a loser here, and try not to do things wrong until I mind every steps and became real clumsy coz I scare I'll do anything wrong in the next second, things gone worse when I become invisible and noone will assign any job to me, not even photostating! oh~ how pathetic...


Anyhow, I'm feeling better now, after telling my feelings to friends. Thank you very much for being that supportive and being a good listener. *appreciated*


I have learnt a lesson here, look things at different angle, I'm not that useless as I thought, hopefully... or should have I say, I'm not as important as I thought, I might be overestimated my abilities... Honestly, I keep on thinking bout my abilities lately, it makes me worried day and night. What's annoying me? My future. I see NOTHING for my future, I'm going to graduate very soon, yet I have no planning at all, ya, at all. sorry, out of topic.


Ok. I just wanna say that, I felt much more better now. I know I shouldn't look down at myself and expecting people to notice my existence. I will do all I can to improve myself, what I need is just that little bit of efforts and supports.

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This could be another long winded post, people please be patient, don't leave me half way!


Fook Soon paid me a visit an hour ago. We had lunch in Wong Kok, together with PoiChin.


We talked alot, mmm, in fact we still have many to talk, but we have only 1 hour for lunch... Nvm, FS, I'll accompany you to shopping! or you'll accompany me? hahaha

Snapped some photos in the office.
Oh my, you would never know how terrible I look like in the original photos, this photo had been edited gao gao, by Rika. wtf

Another heavily edited photo... Fs and obese Rika.

Oh my, I beh tahan myself... for being grossly overweight...

Just a minute ago, I told Chardi that I'm fat in MSN and she came to my place holding the book named "Secret". She showed me an article inside and asked me to read. It's about the way you think plays a big part of your life... *sweat* That's mean you'll get what you think, or what you desire IF you have positive belief towards the something that you actually demanding. aiyoh, you get what I mean??

Therefore, I would have to bear in mind that, I am slim, I am slim, I will gain my desire weight, I will get the ideal figure, I know I can!! HAHAHA. Funny but I will give it a try. Don't laugh.

Phew~! I think I have to stop here and keep some for next post. Stay tuned.

不用工作的星期一

是的，理佳病倒了。

话说昨日吃完午饭后，就感到晕眩，而且感到恶心，很想吐。。。但事与愿违，现实是残酷的。。。*流汗*

我无法吐，也无法停止那恼人的头晕。多半的时间我都是盖着眼睛的，有一种随时会不省人事的预感。

煎熬了一段时间后，很无助的哭了起来。。。身旁的家人也显得不知所措，递药的递药，安慰的安慰，还是无法停止我往下掉的眼泪。。。

爸妈花了十几分钟，把我带到附近的诊所看医生。医生说我胃进风，这还倒是第一次发生在我身上。

吃了医生的药后，于事无补，还是一样地晕眩，一样的恶心，一样的无助，泪还是不停的流，对不起，生病时会特别脆弱。

煎熬了许久后，终于吐了！我是多么的期待这一刻，对不起如果让你觉得恶心。但我还真的舒服了不少，虽然头还在痛，身体还是软绵绵的，至少不那么难过了。

这突起而来的“细菌”让我失约了，也让我疲惫不堪，更让我请了一天不该请的假。

在家里，无所事事，服了药，更是疲惫，身体毫无生气，心情也跟着沉重了起来。几分钟前，去收拾了凌乱不堪的衣橱，心情却没有跟着整齐起来。。都说了，病人是特别脆弱的。

身体健康很重要，时间不会因为你不舒服而停下来。为什么我突然间那么感慨？我也不知道。
嗯，现在感到舒服多了，只是有点累。我明天就会恢复正常了！*微笑*

接下来的几天内，将会有更艰难的事情在等我，那就是闷！哈哈，没错，公司里多半的人将会到马六甲去拍摄外景，我和两位实习生没得跟去，想必那三天一定会闷死的！What to do? 如果谁有消除郁闷的好方法，不妨与我分享！本小姐将感激不尽。哈哈。

好了，就写到这，我要去休息一会儿。

p/s: For those who can't read mandarin, I'm so sorry, I'll feel like writing in mandarin when I'm in bad mood. Gomen ne~!

Dot Dot Dot

2 big round wholemeal bread + 1/4 cup of HL milk for the beginning of the day~! I stuffed like hell now... yet, contended~! =)

Added another 4 bruises on my knee yesterday. Thanks to the Cycling class, a new class that just launched in TLS Fitness. It's a interesting but tiring class. Right after the class, there's a lucky draw, and I'm the lucky person~! WOOhoo~~~~ ok, the present weren't that expensive nor special, at least, I'm lucky! hahaha.

I try not to make blogging a responsibility nor a must-do task... I don't have much to share lately, just feel tiring to face people at work... I realized, internship isn't a holiday programme for me to relax, but an opportunity for me to learn. Well, not particulary regarding to my broadcasting skills, but the way we deal with different people, included your friends... it's tougher than you can thought. I'm trying my very best to improve my social skills, and don't feel like losing myself at the same time, know what I mean?

Okay, I started talking craps~ I hope I'll have more interesting topic to share in the future...wtf

Yesh~! After so many 7 days/ week working days, Ima feeling restless mentally and physically... Finally, I'll have my one day off tomorrow! good news for me~ One day isn't enough? ya, that's why I MUST use it to the fullest. I planned to wake at 8:30am... >.< Any suggestion for the activities that I can do for the rest of the day? No, no money to shop... hmmm, never mind, as long as I need not to step into the bloody office for one whole day!! hooooray~~!

I'm hungry now!

Yeah, as my title, I am so damn hungry right now, yet I have to wait until 1pm to have my lunch. I have nothing to do again in the morning, so I'm here blogging. *scanning around make sure nobody notices.*

My table in the office, empty yet messy. (picture taken on yesterday)

What was I doing?

MSN-ing. hahaha. ya, I'm free in the morning. Poi Chin using the middle table while Char Di using the first. I can see what they're doing and report to boss if they doing own stuff during office hours. *evil* hahaha, you know I won't. Everyone knows that I'm kind *nod nod*, I ain't a backstabber!


By the way, yesterday, in the afternoon, Poi Chin and I got the chance to follow our supervisors and our boss (ya, first time meeting my boss) to have an outdoor shooting and interview at Oasis college and TOMEI group located at Old Klang road.




The front view of the college. This college offer courses like Gold, Jewellery and Design; Business; Management & Skill Training ; Language and etc. Hmmm, the jewellery designing course is quite attracting since I seldom see this course been provided in other colleges. I'm interesting in designing diamond! *wink wink*

Well, we are not pro enough to hold the camera. We just assisted them here and there, carry stuff and holding the lighthing during the interview.
Interviewing TOMEI CEO Mr. Ng Yih Pyng. This show will be showing on TV2, the channel that I would never switch to. -.- That's my lady boss (who wearing the stripe coat), Yoko, being the interviewer.

Okay, I have heard a little bout her before I enter this company. Well, in my opinion, the description provided by my friend were quite accurate. I dare not to comment too much on her, what I can say is that she's as not scary as others mentioned, maybe this is only the beginning.

We went at 2pm and reached office at 7pm something. ok, at least have something to do? and ya, I did learn something from them, I mean those shooting techniques, and their working attitude.

Although it's a bit tiring after the shooting, yet, I don't feel like missing the latino jam dance class... it's interesting! haha. Hance, I rush to the class right after I went home to change into my sports pants.

Here's the main studio. There're another studio for yoga, different types of yoga, I'm not so into yoga, so I'll join most of the classes here. It is bigger than the picture showed. See the half-naked guy who sits on the stage? He's my instructor for latino jam, he's fit! but too bad he is not so young. but he is energetic!

oh my, my bruising knee... T_______T it's worse than what you can see from the pic, and I have to appologize for showing the fat legs. These wound weren't cause by the latino jam but MTV dance. ya, the instructor designed some steps that require us to kneel. I enjoyed the class too but not the bruises.