What the.... I'm so freaking pissed off now!!! Why always me? What did I did wrong?! why?!
I did all the things according to your order, I tried my very best to behave myself, I hide every single laughter in-front of you just because you don't like people laughing in-front of you, I wrote my report carefully and checked every words before I send it to you, squeezing my heart; open my eyes and stay conscious whenever you ask me to do something..... what else you are unsatisfied with me?! Can you tell me face to face, please??
You won't know how disappointed I am, you won't care how's my feelings, you won't even give my existence a shit!!
Or perhaps, you don't even HAVE to care all these.
I can blame noone, but myself for choosing here. It's getting tougher and tougher, for me to stay here happily. Why must make things like this? Why must choose people you like or you dislike while we did nothing wrong?
More than 1 people told me that I should beware of you, I admit I did. I take every single step full of caution. I know it's hard to get your faith on me, maybe it's impossible.
Why must you make this place like this? Why must you treat me like this?
There're hundreds of question marks deep down inside my heart. Yet, there's nowhere to get the answer nor mercy.
Okay, you may think that I'll most probably lost control and cry like a crying baby right after this post. No! I won't give a drop of tear because of these, at least I'll try.
Seriously, I'm not asking for you love nor cares, I just hope to gain a little respect and fairness from you, although I know it's hard for you either.
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wui, dun feel depressed! she is a devil, and we knew it long ago! but she is not the only one living in this hell place. u still have us...dun give her a damn! coz we never do...and not worthy for doing it....
cheers gal, dun let this affect ur mood, and ur live! u shud live happily! we r all at the same line...u r not alone
ks > I'm glad to have you guys with me~! *teary eyes*
hmmmmm, looking at the calendar, few more months to go! I'll make it work. >.< *crossing my fingers*
Ur lady boss is so annoying!! nvm, rika, jz ignore her! dun feel depressed becoz of a lady! 'ga you'!
san > I've tried my best to deny her existance, so does her, I think... sad case. I need your hugs, girl. T______T
Hey gal!! No need to care what the "POKAI" talking about, she is like a shit.. No, shit is useful than her!!
U should have your own character, don't be so pretended just because of the "POKAI"!
Just be yourself..
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