Reunion

Poi Chin and I in Istana Hotel last Saturday. Think she will be another guest which would appear here quite often since we meet each other almost everyday, coz we work almost everyday. *sweat*

FYI, we have to work on this Saturday and Sunday again. But weird, I don't feel like escaping but was actually anticipating for the coming events, why? because I don't wanna stick in the office... ya, just because of that.

I miss my 'long' hair... ya, just had my hair cut again on last monday. Although I looked tired in this pic, but still, I prefer this hairstyle. Wanna see how short is my hair now?

That shortttt..... hahahaha... doubt you can see it clearly.

Gilbert (my favourite hairstylist) wasn't there on Monday, but I have no choice coz my hair was in mess and I have the ONLY one day off. Hence, I decided to let another hairstylist to cut my hair. Hmmmm, not that bad actually, just the fringe a bit shorter, the back a bit shorter, and the whole feel is different.

Weee~~~~~ Molten chocolate cake from Chili's. yummy!! hahaha. Had my dinner at Chili's, Midvalley right after the hair cut. With Kim and a special guest. who was it? hahaha

Dang dang ~~~! Beloved Ping is back to the town!!!!! *huggies* She had her hair cut also, quite yeng leh.... I would like to try her hairstylist next time. *grin grin*

The sister. Kim also trimmed her hair and look much more fresher.

Boo~~ we finally reunited. wtf... hahahaha, nola, didn't meet them for quite some times already. Miss them so damn much~ But, very sorry coz didn't spend much time with them that day due to my tiredness... I'm so sleepy lately and will possibly fall asleep anywhere, anytime. hahahaha.

Next, I would wanna meet 3 in love, because I scare they will forget how I look in real life, and I worry that they would hunger for my hugs~~~~~ hahahaha.

OK, till then~! Ciaoz

Exhausted

Another hetic week has overed. I mean last week ... How hetic was it? Almost everyday worked until midnight, 3am... early enough? *ouch* Very tiring!

What I did? Most of the time, I stick with photoshop and designing. ya, designing bunting and poster for the events organised by my company. Sorry, I don't feel like telling my job in details here. I feel like sharing with you guys but frankly I'm so sleepy right now. I even have to work on Sunday!! what the heck.... but today I off, and can rest at home.

okay, in short, I've learn something and have widen my 'eyesight'. First time attending press conference (although I attend press conference before in Uni, but different.), first time meeting many local artist in one day (although I'm not so interested in them.), first time going pub and first time seeing how's a song been recorded in the studio.

Fine, I admit that I've gained experience and got to know the entertainment field more... (I hope that I didn't gain weight *fainted*) meanwhile, I've lost my rest time and my very own personal life. hahaha, not that serious, but really, everyday OT until midnight, exhausted! quite bin tai that required a trainee to work until 3 in the morning! hmmmm, anyway, overed already... at least 2 events had been settled, I think.

My dear boss, I need more time for my own. We just get RM300 from you per month, and some comments (to be precise, critics). HENCE, don't always use us to the fullest... thank you. (told you I'm realistic) Huiyoh, it's quite scary to drive home at 3am alone ler ...

Okay, I shall post some photos in next post to show you guys where I've been to in the past few days. Ciaoz

I wish I can sleep 10 hours a day

What's the most precious yet simplest thing that a working people looking for? Yeah, no doubt, it's their sleeping time!!! At least, I am.

Everyday repeating the same rout, the same traffic lights, listening to Mix breakfast, taking the same turns... I finally know why people used to ask me to appreciate my Uni life more. At least, I just have to attend few classes and have longer lunch time!!! 1 hour is just not enough for me to eat and rest. I am a slow-eater... I have to speed up when eating because have to spend some time brushing my teeth after meal. *sweat*

Okay, these few days, everyone is busy preparing for the 3 coming events. 1 of them is a charity thingy to raise fund for the Sichuan refugee. Sorry, I'm quite blur to tell the event in details... By the way, I've designed a bunting for this, and designed a logo which they're not going to use (they have better one)... hey, I feel glad that I can do something for them.

Ima facing pc from morning till night. I admit I love computer, but sometimes will make people dizzy.

Well well, the boss told us that we would have to work until sunday!!!! Beautiful~! That's mean I can't sleep again! T__________T but since long time ago, I've decided not to involve in media field. (After some times I took broadcasting) Because, working in the entertainment field, you have to work when others is working, and you have to work when others is taking rest. You are the one who provides those tv programmes, entertainment news and etc. aiks. Being a rich man's wife would be my ideal occupation. wtf

Ok, my bed needs me now. bye

Randomness-edited

The first week for my internship passed without my notice. (I'm actually counting the day as my routine. wtf)


Well, whenever people asked me "how's your work? Are you busy? or what did you learn?" I found myself as dumb as an oyster. Why? because I'm not as busy as others, and my job doesn't seems to be interesting if compare to others. ( I tried hard not to compare.)


In fact, I'll always worry that people will looking down at me, no matters what I'm doing, whether big or small. Same case this time, as I did not enter a big nor famous tv station for the intern, and the company doesn't seem to be a steady one, I'm looking down at myself, at the very first place.

Why am I like this? just forgive me for knowing too much bout the company and being a pessimistic person. I'm trying very hard to hide my depression and worrisome infront of everyone. I'll go for gym or whatever to release the "stress" and boredom, no matter how tired I am.


I'm so sorry, I shouldn't acting like a baby... this was my own choice, no one can force me to take that. I can only blame myself. By the way, looking at the brighter side, it's not that bad after all I think, there are several projects coming. Despite those project aren't as grand as other tv station could organise, I believe that I would have chance to learn!


After all, it's all about me, myself, whether I wanna help myself. If I can still learn and enjoy during these 4 months under "this circumstance", nothing can defeat me anymore.wtf and I'll possibly being proud of myself. *hopefully*


Sometimes, mentally support either from your friends or family is much more stronger than you can think. Somehow, I can't find a someone to share with.


Should say, I can't find a suitable person to talk with. I can't even find a friend that I'm trusted to pour my feelings... I'm not exaggerating or what. 3 in love were possibly busy with their own works, and will exhausted after a hectic day. I dare not to disturb or annoy them with my small-matters. SV, she had enough to worry and bother about her own things, we're best declare as shopping-mates instead of true friend, so sad but I have to admit. Kim, I think she will has more interesting and meaningful stuff to be done instead of listen to me. And the list goes on. Sorry for being that honest... I'm just feeling empty when I browsing thru my phone or MSN list to see who can I call or chat with, and I found.... no one. The feelings is just, sour.


Why am I so emo throughout this post? I would like to know either.


Anyway, I felt much more better after typing all these. As always, my blog will be my best companion and best listener. *heart heart*


Sorry if I've annoyed you with my long-winded and discouraging post. Let's show you guys some food and drinks and people. what the.... don't care, just scroll down.


Random pictures for a random lunch with my friends, a.k.a colleague at Niello. *sweat*


Honey lime. I don't like honey, but I can accept this drinks.

Ermmm, I forgot what this rice called. As you can see, fried crispy fish top with sauce and rice. Very nice, I'll order this whenever I go that restaurant. (yeah, I went there quite often last time, it's one of my gang's hang out point. I mean dining point.)

Char Di, she's quiet all the time, I always wonder if she's thinking million of things when she doesn't talk. hahaha. but I like her, she's nice person! no doubt. hehe

Poi Chin and I. ( Don't trust what you've seen from this pic, lotta editing works have been done behind.... as long as I'm happy with it.) yeah, 3 of us ordered the same rice that day, and they like it so much too. haha. Leng San didn't join us for the lunch that day, coz he went with other colleague.

Okay, I think that's all for now. Cya! And, Happy birthday Voon !!!!=D

Overwhelming gloom

Second post for today, but actually now is already Thursday. Whatever.

I've missed the chance to see Marie Digby at 1Utama yesterday night, because I worked until 6 something, and the showcase will start at 8, and I know I'll most probably stuck in the traffic jam at that hour, so I've chosen to attend dancing classes.

Third day of my intern, back to the boring working day like Monday again. We have nothing to do, four of us met our boss in her office, and have been given a brief yet long 'lecture'.

And my dear friend, poichin has surprised me by giving her love mark to me. *sweat*
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Ya. Another wound! T_________________T I forgot what happen and she suddenly scratched my arm like a cat and that's how the love mark was born. Soi Po~~~~~ my legs and arm full of wounds now...

Well, it's not as pain as what have the refugee been going through after the 7. 9 magnitude quake that happened in SiChuan, China on Monday.

Olympic games is just around the corner, and this deadliest quake had buried more than 10 thousand of bodies, destructed buildings and had shaken everyone's heart.

I felt sad when reading the newspaper. We will never know how pain are them, for lossing their home, lossing their beloved family.

Disaster comes silently. We would never know what will happen on the next second, appreciate people around you, those you love and those you hate and do anything that you like. Live every moment of your life to the fullest whenever your heart is still beating.

Sorry, I fell into gloom again, I should go to sleep now. Good Night everyone. *kiss good night people that I love and people that I hate*

I'm hungry now!

Yeah, as my title, I am so damn hungry right now, yet I have to wait until 1pm to have my lunch. I have nothing to do again in the morning, so I'm here blogging. *scanning around make sure nobody notices.*

My table in the office, empty yet messy. (picture taken on yesterday)

What was I doing?

MSN-ing. hahaha. ya, I'm free in the morning. Poi Chin using the middle table while Char Di using the first. I can see what they're doing and report to boss if they doing own stuff during office hours. *evil* hahaha, you know I won't. Everyone knows that I'm kind *nod nod*, I ain't a backstabber!


By the way, yesterday, in the afternoon, Poi Chin and I got the chance to follow our supervisors and our boss (ya, first time meeting my boss) to have an outdoor shooting and interview at Oasis college and TOMEI group located at Old Klang road.




The front view of the college. This college offer courses like Gold, Jewellery and Design; Business; Management & Skill Training ; Language and etc. Hmmm, the jewellery designing course is quite attracting since I seldom see this course been provided in other colleges. I'm interesting in designing diamond! *wink wink*

Well, we are not pro enough to hold the camera. We just assisted them here and there, carry stuff and holding the lighthing during the interview.
Interviewing TOMEI CEO Mr. Ng Yih Pyng. This show will be showing on TV2, the channel that I would never switch to. -.- That's my lady boss (who wearing the stripe coat), Yoko, being the interviewer.

Okay, I have heard a little bout her before I enter this company. Well, in my opinion, the description provided by my friend were quite accurate. I dare not to comment too much on her, what I can say is that she's as not scary as others mentioned, maybe this is only the beginning.

We went at 2pm and reached office at 7pm something. ok, at least have something to do? and ya, I did learn something from them, I mean those shooting techniques, and their working attitude.

Although it's a bit tiring after the shooting, yet, I don't feel like missing the latino jam dance class... it's interesting! haha. Hance, I rush to the class right after I went home to change into my sports pants.

Here's the main studio. There're another studio for yoga, different types of yoga, I'm not so into yoga, so I'll join most of the classes here. It is bigger than the picture showed. See the half-naked guy who sits on the stage? He's my instructor for latino jam, he's fit! but too bad he is not so young. but he is energetic!

oh my, my bruising knee... T_______T it's worse than what you can see from the pic, and I have to appologize for showing the fat legs. These wound weren't cause by the latino jam but MTV dance. ya, the instructor designed some steps that require us to kneel. I enjoyed the class too but not the bruises.

Monday blue

My first outfit for internship. Semi OL look. Coz I wore jeans, ya, jeans again! I won't wanna wear skirt or whatever, I wanna wear jeans for the rest of my life. wtf.

I'm quite tired today, I can't sleep the night before. I wonder why, always thinking too much, but I can't help, or it's because I consumed too much chinese tea during the dinner? -.- ya, coffee won't make me sleepless, but chinese tea does. And seriously, I can't stop thinking, lotta important and trivial matters walked in and out of my mind.

Well, we have nothing much to do in office today, since it's the very first day, FYI, there're 3 more friends going Shining for their intern too (PoiChin, LengSan and CharDi), it is quite boring spending 7 hours there doing nothing (except sending sms and msn with Be), yet I'm glad that at least I still have them as companion. Ah, and thanks Oi for the souvenir. =)

Frankly, I suddenly so wanna to go back to Uni to attend those I-Hated-so-much classes, spending my time rushing over neverending assignments.... and I miss hanging out with my gang the most. I wanna go eat lunch with them, I wanna watch movie with them, I wanna laugh with them, and I so wanna to hug them. T_______________T I'm so emo now.

I know this would be a very good chance for me to learn, and gain more experience. I know. I just need more time to get use of the new environment, dealing with people that I don't know and adjust my feeling.

Okay, I'm talking too much! Today was only the first day, what do I expect?!

Let's pray for a better tomorrow. =)

Hey, by the way, my top isn't that formal as you've seen at the picture above. It's actually something like that>>>>

It's so convenient, you can take off your sweater and head for outing or clubbing right after your work. I've chosen to went home though. ya, I'm such an old and boring lady. So what?

Start of something new

Today is the last day for my 2 weeks holidays. Ya, and that's mean tomorrow will be another new chapter of my life. *sweat* hahaha, I will start going Shining for internship on tomorrow.


What's my feeling right now? Complicated. I haven't get ready, both mentally and physically, yet, I have nothing to prepare. The only thing I can do is to show up on time and be responsible on my works. Alot of uncertainties lingering around me.


Hey, by the way, I did mentioned a secret mission is taking place for the past 2 weeks?ermmm, not only for 2 weeks though, it's for 1 year. hahaha, I decided to reveal it. Everyone on earth knows that I'm fat, ok fine, maybe I should have say that I'm fleshy...my pain....


Regarding to this, I have used like few weeks to persuade my daddy to let me join a fitness centre which near my house. And finally he surrended and asked me not to be '3 minutes heat'.


Okay, I went there for like 1 month already. I enjoy attending various dancing class but not gym. Treadmill is just a little too boring for me, I prefer to have more movements and space.


I have attended kickboxing, Bodystep, step rhythm, mtv dance, latino jam, belly dance, bollywood jam, para para fitness and aerobic classes so far. Yup, quite alot, coz I'm curious and wanna to try everything out. I'm having fun all the time, but not really serious when I'm learning. gomen neh...


And and, exercising didn't pull me out from the world of fats. what the.... the harder I work, the better my appetite becomes. T___________T why?! Despite how much water and oil I've loss during the work out, I'll easily gain them back, possibly double the amount of the calories that I have shaded. My appetite will become extremely good after every work out, and my self-control is the disaster.


That is why I am so brave to let you guys know that I'm going exercise more frequently compare to last time. Why? because, when people know that you start working out, they will wanna see a slimmer you, and you'll push yourself harder due to the invisible pressure that do really exist.


OK, fine fine. I will try to control my appetite for the sake of my future. wtf.


By the way, don't you miss me? for not showing up here for quite some time. Approximately 1 week. sorry coz the urge of blogging just doesn't struck me. *fainted*


okay, for people who miss me, here I am.



-__________________- no face showing. hahaha. Seldom taking picture lately. Wei, nice anot this top? Floral top from Zara. Oh my, I heart it so much since I first saw it. I know not many people can accept this kind of floral stuff, but I don't care, I'm just so in love with it. Sadly, I'm so broke now, and have given up to bring it home. Kiss goodbye floral babe. aiks...



oh boy, I think I have to stop here and head to the bed now. Wish me luck! byebye.

只是一场梦

这， 是昨天的事了。

话说，我发了一场梦，一场没什么特别的梦。

梦境是这样的：

我在上课，老师问了一个问题，我忘了是个怎么样的问题。

一位女生用很流利的日语回答。（在上日语课？我也不晓得。）

我不明白她说什么，转头问表哥 （为什么表哥和我同班？你问我，我问谁？-.-）

他说：“一天，女生对男生说：你每次都走在前面，我在后面跟，很累，但是我宁可你永远都保持那样的速度，走在前面，因为我只想在。。。。” 对不起！ 接下来的对白，我忘光光了。 >.<

只记得，在梦里，我哭得好惨。我不知为何，就是很感伤。

梦醒时，我还坐在床边继续哭。 -.- 不要问我为什么那么伤心，我也问了自己，怎么了？

Untalkative bunny

Untalkative bunny and Squirrel, bunny's closest friend. =)

Hahahaha, I used to watch Untalkative bunny with brother and cousin on Disney channel. Untalkative bunny is a character with silent tongue, he never talk at all, but showing his feelings through his facial expression.

A minute ago, bro and I search untalkative bunny video from you-tube, and we found this very very cute friend of bunny, Friendly.

Watch the video and see how cute is Friendly first! Hahahah. Watch watch watch!

OH MY!!!!! SO CUTE!!!!

hahaha, Friendly (I don't really sure its gender, but since it is pink in color, should be a she! =D) hugs everything she see. So cute ah!!!!!

Weeeee~~~~~~~ Wooooooooo. Cereal! Hug cereal! hehe. She's just too friendly and hug everything which come into her sight!

HAhahahaha, omg, so cute ler! >.<

To some extend, I'm kinda act like her, hahaha, I mean, like to hug people! hahaa, ya, I'll hug my friend, hug my brother! hahaha, but for sure I'm not as annoy as her. She's quite fan la, stick with bunny all the time, but she's cute indeed! =D

Wooooo~~~~ Bunny, hug bunny! hehe.